din had a proper blogging since fridae.
so this post will be quite a long one i suppose.
plz stand my naggy-ness.
i do hope u all will read till ths end of this post.
=)
conclusion of my past few daes which is my long weekends.
its reallie sux although holidae shld be happy one.
i reallie felt bad.
i reallie felt guilty.
TO THE MAX!!!
hais.
and i oso found out tat actually im reallie not a strong girl.
hmm.
so this post will be quite a long one i suppose.
plz stand my naggy-ness.
i do hope u all will read till ths end of this post.
=)
conclusion of my past few daes which is my long weekends.
its reallie sux although holidae shld be happy one.
i reallie felt bad.
i reallie felt guilty.
TO THE MAX!!!
hais.
and i oso found out tat actually im reallie not a strong girl.
hmm.
Friday, 28 Apr, 2006
as per normal went to sch.
last lesson which is my lab.
got lotsa things to do.
so onli get to go off ard 1800.
went home.
had a quick dinner.
den went to toa payoh.
coz got a 'music remedial lesson'.
coz next dae.
sat.
got a music theory test.
went there.
learnt sth tat i always cant get it right.
haa.
last lesson which is my lab.
got lotsa things to do.
so onli get to go off ard 1800.
went home.
had a quick dinner.
den went to toa payoh.
coz got a 'music remedial lesson'.
coz next dae.
sat.
got a music theory test.
went there.
learnt sth tat i always cant get it right.
haa.
Saturday, 29 Apr, 2006
went for my maths tutorial.
0900 to 1100.
was alright.
den went to band straight aft tat.
reach there.
had my music theory test.
upon 100.
but passing marks is 60.
guess how much i got?!
55.5.
fail?!
lol.
ya.
now i noe where im weak at le.
and guess wat!?!?
i got my OWN instrument le!!!
wahaha.
actually is whitley condemn(dunno how to spell!! =p) instrument.
danny took it oso.
he got a trumpet.
they gave mi a cornet.
yup.
but its quite dirty.
gonna wash is one dae.
and its mine le!
lol.
=D
and!
straight aft band.
i went to work.
wah!
rush here and there the whole dae.
tired!
reached store.
still can rmb.
i saw joey.
she told mi.
'we patched le'
i was SHOCKED!!!
wth.
coz she sae she soft-hearted.
ya.
like mine.
i told her tat.
she told mi tat actually she shouldn't.
but too bad.
who ask her to haf a soft heart.
hmm.
den i conducted a party.
dun reallie like it.
quite sucky.
=x
aft tat party.
went for my break.
cam back.
counter.
calculate all the party incentives.
and slacked ard.
coz joey working!
work wif her can slack.
lol.
i took my pay slip.
den i saw my pay increased le.
so i asked joey.
she sae ya lor.
increase tat little mean ALOT de lor.
ya.
onli we will understand tat ba.
=)
i got excellent for my performance report.
hmm.
joey told mi tat actually faridah gave mi good in the first place.
den joey help mi sae good things abt mi.
and help mi to get a excellent.
thank joey for helping mi.
but.
do i deserve it?
still rmb last year is louise the one gave it to mi.
she expect the star to get outstanding.
sorry.
i cant do it.
i oso dunno y.
where i did wrong?
i think is my attitude towards some of the mgrs ba.
if im not wrong.
i think they will sae bad things abt mi during their management meeting de.
i juz feel tat they are those kind of ppl.
my sixth sense is rather accurately de.
hmm.
den both of us same time finish work.
2300.
so we went off together.
0900 to 1100.
was alright.
den went to band straight aft tat.
reach there.
had my music theory test.
upon 100.
but passing marks is 60.
guess how much i got?!
55.5.
fail?!
lol.
ya.
now i noe where im weak at le.
and guess wat!?!?
i got my OWN instrument le!!!
wahaha.
actually is whitley condemn(dunno how to spell!! =p) instrument.
danny took it oso.
he got a trumpet.
they gave mi a cornet.
yup.
but its quite dirty.
gonna wash is one dae.
and its mine le!
lol.
=D
and!
straight aft band.
i went to work.
wah!
rush here and there the whole dae.
tired!
reached store.
still can rmb.
i saw joey.
she told mi.
'we patched le'
i was SHOCKED!!!
wth.
coz she sae she soft-hearted.
ya.
like mine.
i told her tat.
she told mi tat actually she shouldn't.
but too bad.
who ask her to haf a soft heart.
hmm.
den i conducted a party.
dun reallie like it.
quite sucky.
=x
aft tat party.
went for my break.
cam back.
counter.
calculate all the party incentives.
and slacked ard.
coz joey working!
work wif her can slack.
lol.
i took my pay slip.
den i saw my pay increased le.
so i asked joey.
she sae ya lor.
increase tat little mean ALOT de lor.
ya.
onli we will understand tat ba.
=)
i got excellent for my performance report.
hmm.
joey told mi tat actually faridah gave mi good in the first place.
den joey help mi sae good things abt mi.
and help mi to get a excellent.
thank joey for helping mi.
but.
do i deserve it?
still rmb last year is louise the one gave it to mi.
she expect the star to get outstanding.
sorry.
i cant do it.
i oso dunno y.
where i did wrong?
i think is my attitude towards some of the mgrs ba.
if im not wrong.
i think they will sae bad things abt mi during their management meeting de.
i juz feel tat they are those kind of ppl.
my sixth sense is rather accurately de.
hmm.
den both of us same time finish work.
2300.
so we went off together.
Sunday, 30 Apr, 2006
woke up at 0800.
went for my breakfast.
den went to work at 1130.
got to conduct 3 parties.
back-to-back.
yup.
tats reallie tiring.
wat to do.
tats my job.
can i sae no?
overall was alright lah.
not reallie tat bad.
except for the last one.
it reallie SUX!!!
as for the first 2.
althought it was alright.
but i dun reallie enjoyed it.
aft tat 3 parties.
i was clearing up my storeroom.
but i was called back by audrey to help out on floor.
ok lor.
audrey asked mi.
i wan do counter or kitchen?
'kitchen!'
i shouted.
haa.
kitchen is fun lor.
rotated all the kitchen aunties and uncles for break.
audrey asked to to go back settle my party room den can go off le.
ok lor.
i was done by abt 2250.
den i think down crew ba.
joey asked mi to stay till 0300 to help out.
ok lor.
juz bcoz of JOEY!!!
i stayed.
lol.
=D
was doing drive thru till 0300.
den at 0300.
dun seem like i got the chance to go back.
coz mds got damn lot orders.
den joey asked mi wana stay till 0600?
WAH!!!
ya.
i stayed.
coz faridah was oso not feeling well lah.
so stayed to help them out lor.
if not jialat.
i noe how is it like when down crew.
did counter from 0300 to 0600.
was ok lah.
lucky not much customers.
no customers.
i kept on went in mgr room.
sit.
eat.
drink.
haa.
slack ah.
work midnight.
went for my breakfast.
den went to work at 1130.
got to conduct 3 parties.
back-to-back.
yup.
tats reallie tiring.
wat to do.
tats my job.
can i sae no?
overall was alright lah.
not reallie tat bad.
except for the last one.
it reallie SUX!!!
as for the first 2.
althought it was alright.
but i dun reallie enjoyed it.
aft tat 3 parties.
i was clearing up my storeroom.
but i was called back by audrey to help out on floor.
ok lor.
audrey asked mi.
i wan do counter or kitchen?
'kitchen!'
i shouted.
haa.
kitchen is fun lor.
rotated all the kitchen aunties and uncles for break.
audrey asked to to go back settle my party room den can go off le.
ok lor.
i was done by abt 2250.
den i think down crew ba.
joey asked mi to stay till 0300 to help out.
ok lor.
juz bcoz of JOEY!!!
i stayed.
lol.
=D
was doing drive thru till 0300.
den at 0300.
dun seem like i got the chance to go back.
coz mds got damn lot orders.
den joey asked mi wana stay till 0600?
WAH!!!
ya.
i stayed.
coz faridah was oso not feeling well lah.
so stayed to help them out lor.
if not jialat.
i noe how is it like when down crew.
did counter from 0300 to 0600.
was ok lah.
lucky not much customers.
no customers.
i kept on went in mgr room.
sit.
eat.
drink.
haa.
slack ah.
work midnight.
Monday, 01 May, 2006 - Labour Day -
labour day?
but im still workin!
haa!
FINALLY finish work at 0600.
total i worked 18hrs straight.
omg.
i still can take it.
pro ah.
lol.
went home.
slp for ard 4 hrs.
woke up.
work again.
wahaha.
worked at 1300.
topcat for dee's party.
but she went off aft tat.
she not feeling well.
left mi there.
no topcat for my next party.
last min called ben and bryan to help.
thank god they agreed.
if not i DIE.
here's my nightmare.
this party was a DAMN LARGE one.
everything was MESSY.
i mean.
its REALLIE is a BIG mess!
omg.
hais.
i was so gan jiong.
scared.
worried.
irritated.
fed up.
EVERY of my bad mood.
lucky thing is.
the hosts are good.
i mean real GOOD!
they are not rude to us and blame us for all the messiness.
although is our fault.
when almost everything was settled.
cake cutting time.
they ordered our mac cake.
i rmb the dae b4 faridah told mi there is enough cake.
so i was not worried for tat.
i asked bryan to get it for mi.
so quite a long time he still not back yet.
i went to check it out y.
den he told mi no more cake.
those in the freezer are all damaged.
DAMAGED!!!
i was STUNNED!!!
i mean REAL STUNNED!!!
june was working.
she oso help mi to look for the cake.
REALLIE dun haf a single one tat is in a good condition.
i was scared.
afraid.
worried.
EVERY EVERY EVERYTHING!!!!
i cried.
june asked mi not to cry.
sorry.
no.
i juz cant do it.
she told mi god will help us.
asked mi to trust her.
i nodded my head.
i dried up my tears.
she helped mi to talk to the hosts.
they accept it.
i noe they oso cant do anything but to accept it.
they are not angry.
the more i feel bad.
i feel guilty.
tats wat i told june.
imagine.
to present a damaged birthdae cake infront of ALL her guests.
hais.
i feel bad.
i feel guilty.
i cried again.
again.
she asked mi not to cry.
she asked mi to be strong.
den let others saw i cry.
dun let others saw tat i cant do it.
must let them noe tat i can do it.
she still told mi tat i did a great job.
den i realise im not a strong girl.
i shake my head.
'no im not strong'
so i carry on presented the cake.
had the cake cutting.
aft tat the party end.
i reallie apologised and saied ALOT of sorry to the hosts.
still.
they are not angry.
din blame mi.
still sae nvm.
so nice of them.
the nicer they are.
more bad i felt.
i controlled my tears.
not to cry infront of them.
it will be damn embaressing to cry infront of them.
i still cry a few more times without letting june noe.
den she asked mi to smile.
ya.
i smiled.
she felt better when i smiled.
make sure im alright.
and i oso felt better aft i smiled.
=)
den joey came.
she closing.
i told her i cried.
she like sayang my head.
den asked mi.
'y? come tell mi who bullied u?!'
so nice of her.
den i told her the whole suituation lor.
den aft tat i went to upper boon keng to get sth.
samuel was working.
i told him tat i worked for 18hrs.
den he sae i had sold my souls to mac.
-.-
den i oso told him abt my nightmare.
hais.
seriously i was thinking.
if at tat point of time.
june was not working.
who will help mi to talk to the hosts?
i find no one.
accept joey lah.
she closing.
i believe she will help mi de.
the rest.
i doubt so.
tats y im so sad tat when louise and samuel leave kallang.
the both of them are always the ones keep on helping mi.
they are reallie nice to mi.
so when they leave.
kept on asking mi to take care.
hais.
or im too depend on the both of them le?
den now when i met prob.
i cant settle.
hais.
reallie thank god june was there.
of not.
i think i will break down.
reallie.
'JUNE!!! THANK YOU!!!'
i still din get the chance to reallie thank her nicely.
thank her for all her consoling.
EVERYTHING EVERYTHING AND EVERYTHING!!!
ok.
go back to when joey reached store.
the 3 of us together.
siao.
dunno wat we doing.
dunno wat we talking.
i LAUGH OUT LOUD!
den june stop mi from laughing.
she sae if i laugh loudly.
later at night will cry alot de.
so.
i stopped laughing.
i went home ard 2300++.
true enough.
i cried.
ya.
cried alot.
coz of tat matter.
hais.
hmm.
june told mi tat serene had changed.
den i told her.
'i tot she is ur friend?'
den she ans mi.
'ya. used to be'
there is used-to-be-friends?
well.
who noes?
still rmb louise told mi tat during work.
there are no friends.
is tat true?
to a certain extent ba.
yup.
i oso dun like to work wif serene.
>_<
i got darling and sayang at work!
joey my darling!
june my sayang!
love working wif them to the MAX!
=D
how i wish everytime i work can work wif them.
sometimes things wun always go in the way u like it.
but im still workin!
haa!
FINALLY finish work at 0600.
total i worked 18hrs straight.
omg.
i still can take it.
pro ah.
lol.
went home.
slp for ard 4 hrs.
woke up.
work again.
wahaha.
worked at 1300.
topcat for dee's party.
but she went off aft tat.
she not feeling well.
left mi there.
no topcat for my next party.
last min called ben and bryan to help.
thank god they agreed.
if not i DIE.
here's my nightmare.
this party was a DAMN LARGE one.
everything was MESSY.
i mean.
its REALLIE is a BIG mess!
omg.
hais.
i was so gan jiong.
scared.
worried.
irritated.
fed up.
EVERY of my bad mood.
lucky thing is.
the hosts are good.
i mean real GOOD!
they are not rude to us and blame us for all the messiness.
although is our fault.
when almost everything was settled.
cake cutting time.
they ordered our mac cake.
i rmb the dae b4 faridah told mi there is enough cake.
so i was not worried for tat.
i asked bryan to get it for mi.
so quite a long time he still not back yet.
i went to check it out y.
den he told mi no more cake.
those in the freezer are all damaged.
DAMAGED!!!
i was STUNNED!!!
i mean REAL STUNNED!!!
june was working.
she oso help mi to look for the cake.
REALLIE dun haf a single one tat is in a good condition.
i was scared.
afraid.
worried.
EVERY EVERY EVERYTHING!!!!
i cried.
june asked mi not to cry.
sorry.
no.
i juz cant do it.
she told mi god will help us.
asked mi to trust her.
i nodded my head.
i dried up my tears.
she helped mi to talk to the hosts.
they accept it.
i noe they oso cant do anything but to accept it.
they are not angry.
the more i feel bad.
i feel guilty.
tats wat i told june.
imagine.
to present a damaged birthdae cake infront of ALL her guests.
hais.
i feel bad.
i feel guilty.
i cried again.
again.
she asked mi not to cry.
she asked mi to be strong.
den let others saw i cry.
dun let others saw tat i cant do it.
must let them noe tat i can do it.
she still told mi tat i did a great job.
den i realise im not a strong girl.
i shake my head.
'no im not strong'
so i carry on presented the cake.
had the cake cutting.
aft tat the party end.
i reallie apologised and saied ALOT of sorry to the hosts.
still.
they are not angry.
din blame mi.
still sae nvm.
so nice of them.
the nicer they are.
more bad i felt.
i controlled my tears.
not to cry infront of them.
it will be damn embaressing to cry infront of them.
i still cry a few more times without letting june noe.
den she asked mi to smile.
ya.
i smiled.
she felt better when i smiled.
make sure im alright.
and i oso felt better aft i smiled.
=)
den joey came.
she closing.
i told her i cried.
she like sayang my head.
den asked mi.
'y? come tell mi who bullied u?!'
so nice of her.
den i told her the whole suituation lor.
den aft tat i went to upper boon keng to get sth.
samuel was working.
i told him tat i worked for 18hrs.
den he sae i had sold my souls to mac.
-.-
den i oso told him abt my nightmare.
hais.
seriously i was thinking.
if at tat point of time.
june was not working.
who will help mi to talk to the hosts?
i find no one.
accept joey lah.
she closing.
i believe she will help mi de.
the rest.
i doubt so.
tats y im so sad tat when louise and samuel leave kallang.
the both of them are always the ones keep on helping mi.
they are reallie nice to mi.
so when they leave.
kept on asking mi to take care.
hais.
or im too depend on the both of them le?
den now when i met prob.
i cant settle.
hais.
reallie thank god june was there.
of not.
i think i will break down.
reallie.
'JUNE!!! THANK YOU!!!'
i still din get the chance to reallie thank her nicely.
thank her for all her consoling.
EVERYTHING EVERYTHING AND EVERYTHING!!!
ok.
go back to when joey reached store.
the 3 of us together.
siao.
dunno wat we doing.
dunno wat we talking.
i LAUGH OUT LOUD!
den june stop mi from laughing.
she sae if i laugh loudly.
later at night will cry alot de.
so.
i stopped laughing.
i went home ard 2300++.
true enough.
i cried.
ya.
cried alot.
coz of tat matter.
hais.
hmm.
june told mi tat serene had changed.
den i told her.
'i tot she is ur friend?'
den she ans mi.
'ya. used to be'
there is used-to-be-friends?
well.
who noes?
still rmb louise told mi tat during work.
there are no friends.
is tat true?
to a certain extent ba.
yup.
i oso dun like to work wif serene.
>_<
i got darling and sayang at work!
joey my darling!
june my sayang!
love working wif them to the MAX!
=D
how i wish everytime i work can work wif them.
sometimes things wun always go in the way u like it.
Tuesday, 02 May, 2006
lesson at 0800.
till 1500.
was alright ba.
the last lesson tutorial.
made mi feel like slapping tat lecturer!
LOL!!!
=D
den i reached home ard 1600++.
not even 5mins.
faridah called mi to go work.
to cover peak hrs.
ya.
i went.
worked 1800 to 2100.
3hrs.
haa.
den i oso told faridah abt my nightmare.
hais.
till 1500.
was alright ba.
the last lesson tutorial.
made mi feel like slapping tat lecturer!
LOL!!!
=D
den i reached home ard 1600++.
not even 5mins.
faridah called mi to go work.
to cover peak hrs.
ya.
i went.
worked 1800 to 2100.
3hrs.
haa.
den i oso told faridah abt my nightmare.
hais.
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